Since I start to find a job, I check my email every morning immediately after I wake up. It has been a few months that I don't receive any updates and good news on the interview. Will I still be able to find a job? Am I that bad to have someone hire? I begin to doubt myself and drown myself in the negative mood.
I deeply understand that I will not go far with the negative energy. The longer I hold the hopeless and self-suspect feeling, the more spirit I will lose. Conversely, this will make me unable to focus and strive to learn more. It's easy to say "everything will be fine", It's hard to adjustment the mindset every second. Overall, it's a tough period of my life.
What I can do now is to trust myself, sleep well, be positive, be strong and be active. Once I can handle myself properly, I would be able to welcome another opportunity. Life is a journey, a day is a dot if the life span is zoomed in. I should think what I can do and change, abandon what I can't change and influence.
Don't be sad. I believe I will have my chance. At this moment, please work hard to prepare for it.
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